Wednesday, January 18, 2012

hope, accept, coping

i have concepts, thoughts and ideas that I cannot put into great words. i write inelegantly about them

i dont have a gut for beautiful design/balance vs imbalance etc etc, so I need to experiment much more to get it right. It will probably still not be elegant but I will be content

i just dont enjoy crafts. I do all of the many many things I do enjoy and leave crafting to crafty people

i am still trying to cope with not having any more children

i would have liked to be famous with all the ecoutrements for about 2 days or a week

i want to live until 300 in my current state of 46 year old body and still somewhat pliable mind. I like this age with the balance of a semi-usable body with a richly-expereinced mind

i dont have a bucket list per se. i just want more of the joy from snow, lakes, loons, kids, food, music, books, fixing things

i try to think of how i will think of my 46 year old self being worried about 5 extra pounds when i am 70

perspective is cancer, starvation, death of a child, birth of a litter of puppies or kittens, loss of one's sight


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